One of my questions of the week from Morpheus was “How would I act without guilt?”.
I’m not sure… I’m not sure I’m to a point where I can even conceive of that, almost as if it would a total flight of fantasy. You know, it’s almost like asking me how I would act without diabetes; what would I do with less stress & worry and all the extra time, lifespan, and disposable income? But not quite…
I think it is possible for me to let go of the guilt I feel. A lot more possible than a cure, at least as how things stand now.
I just hope that I can honestly do it. I am able to game most, if not all, of the multiple question, multiple choice psychological questionnaires (that whole photographic memory thing).
I hope that I don’t let myself game this.
© 2012 Scott Strange, Strangely Diabetic and http://StrangelyDiabetic.com